Ass kicking.....

Wow, kinda scary to be up at 11:30 am, and still want to go back to bed. I should work overtime at work today, but totally outta gas...I got fricken slammed last night, running a concourse and 14 gates, with 14 sets of scenarios, and shortness of staff, I had a tall order to fill. Didn't eat, couldn't pee, couldn't even pick up the phone, to call the one person who really cares about me. Kinda sucks. I'm glad this isn't the norm for me, but I realize that if I want to become a HUB Manager, this is part of the norm. Kind of a reality check for me, got to figure out if that's what I want. I know in the past, when I worked my butt off to get to where I am now, I was given an ultimatum, either, the girl or work. I choose work only because I found more stability in that at the time given my current situation with her. I realized at the end it was the right choice. I don't want the same situation to happen twice. Only difference now, is that this girl is more understanding than I could ever believe. It works great, and have never been happier. Kinda a to good to be true type of deal, but I am already hooked on her. Kinda have to let things take its course, I think I have all my eggs in one basket already. Wish me luck!